neRdboyLife

Make Up Madness

2009-04-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

Picture with Millions Words

So here i am again.. updating my blog.. been awhile since i update.. im not too sure also on what to update about.. been really busy with my makeup movement... been going here and there to upgrade my skill and the pictures here are my latest works..there are more pic in facebook btw... just a normal photoshoot for my friend.. had fun .. i just need to learn and pract more i guess.. can be better... just hope my coming exam i can do very well.. hais.. lets pray for it ppl hehehe

i will update again....
BRB

A day with MAC

2009-04-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

_A Day With MAC_

Today i woke up around 9am to get ready to go to shop..need to help in sewing up beads on the bridal outfits to make it look more OUTSTANDING..for tmr photoshot that will be happening at TKC.. soo who ever dropping by do have a look aite.. hee.. anyway around 5pm i head to NgeeAnn City to help in a fashion shop for the new products that they are haing and selling... i was suppose to go there and help to wear a wig for a model and style the wig.. and i get 200dollors worth of MAC cosmetics product for onli one day.. I meet up with Joey the person who contacted me. and she was impressed with me cos i reach there early and and told me tat im a MAC PERSON just by looking at me.. and and she say i CUTE hahaah..She introduced me to her lady boss.. she recommended me to her if there are any more lobongs for me to gain exp.. she even told me that she wanted to hired me after i graduate from my School Of Makeup... Whowoo i cant wait!!!

After all that i when to school to see what my mates was doing.. i think around 8pm, i reach.. lucky my LauSeh teach me altho im late.. keke. thanKZ!!

oh ya here is the Model haha. kiut rite. she dress like a cup cake.. serious...sweet..

haiz.. im like working too hard i guess.. im out whole day from morning till nite....oh btw im learning how to sew my own bajus.. whoohaho.. my teacher will be ABg MAN!!! thkz..

ok laa im like soo pening now...i gtg....byeee

2009-04-04T19:32:00.002+08:00

Shopping Spree!.!

Today was the Estee Lauder Private Sale held at SwissHotel... Meet tup with my classmates at 8.30 at Clarke Quay Mrt Station and start to Q.... omg lucky we reach there abit early the Q was damn long.. haha Around 10plus finally we when in.. and they gave each of us the red market plastic beg haha.. OMG everyone was rushing for stuff ... Target mostly when to MAC and BOBBIE.. and most of the stuff i wanted was not there... like the black linear and powder.. i did grab stuff from them.... about 25 items in total... included MAC,BOBBIE BROWN AND ESTEE LAUDER....Total i spend almost $211 for everything.. haha....

After that when PS to buy ma Sewing Machine.... im Soo gona start my new line of Clothing. call STP brand.. hahaha,.. eu know i know.. haha k la. im tired after grabbing stuff and spending money ..
takecare

goodbye

2009-03-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

All Goes Well

Im blogging.. yeah i cant get myself to sleep.. haiz... been wandering all this while on what im gona do... it seem that people are going on with their life and being happy... as for me.. im starting to drift apart from everyone. im sad to see this but i cant control it to happen i tried my best to make people stay close to me but things are what it mean to be... im soo dupper sad... but i just have to say goodbye cos... im leaving to start anew.. im now busy with my makeup works and knowing new people... including at my work place... i get to knoe a new kind friendship which i never would expected.. im happy yet sad. im lost yet confuse.i just cant live like this anymore..

im just soo not me right now..
a friend ask me "aint eu lonely without someone" and i said " i tired too know ppl but in the end things just dim out" .. im just now too tired.. tired of doing things for ppl.. i need to do things for myself.. i need to be my self.. the Bee that onces is well liked and lively...

i just dont know anymore....

2009-03-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

Update For Saturday

Musical Production
"Cinderella Revamped"

Guess What i had my first school assignment on sat.. I was Damn excited la i tell eu... cos i can try and be creative and do the best tat can do.. anyway before this i taught that the cast will be children ending up all are students.. i have alot lot of fun tho.. meeting new people..getting compliments from the cast. haha.. and and i miss them for some reason cos i think they make an impression that i will remember always...oh my photos will be in my profile at FACEBOOK soo go check it out aite... its like pointless to upload here then upload at my facebook.. haha...

here is the link : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=97306&id=741976822&saved#/album.php?aid=97306&id=741976822

im like tired to say what happen on sat cos today i when for wedding become assitant anak andam haha.. oh and i paiseh when i and my friend were asked to sit with the bride and groom for lunch at the front.. it was my 1st time exp all this.. soo abit "kuku" i must say ehhee.. anyway i learn alot from today.. ya.. and after tat when to my mum place which was like 2 blocks away haha celebrated my uncle birthday oh god i think i ate alot ... i ate... nasi goreng... nasi kuning.... satay.... bone steak and cake ahahah.. im getting FATTER aiyoo! need to control FuRBEe..

okla.. oh ya btw im working at House Of Colose .. FYI.. ok..
takecare bye.,

Singapore Flyer

2009-03-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

Redeafination & Legend

Sat after class i rush to singapore flyer to do makeup for my group.. They performing on tat day.. haha im very proud of them to come soo far.. and they really improve alot.. keep it up k guys will join eu guys soon after i done with my makeup classes ,, oh i did not take much photos cos my friends and i were rushing to finish the makeup cos not enough time left.. hehe..

here is my friend Rebecca ahah.. i knoe its not tat nice but ok la..

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oh guess what im working in a bridal company.. haha.. if eu can see in my styletoperfection i have lots of event to go and do as well as learn in the same times... all thankz to Remy for bringing me in.. thankz eu alot.. really..

guess i will be very busy.. haha i cant wait ....
soo ya im tired now ... update soon..

LovE hasNo Limit

2009-03-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

*Style To Perfection*

Whoowoo. i already set up a new section under StyleToPerfection is where i will list down my pass works and coming works that i will be doing.. oh and will be uploading my works when done either in friends.. or a website aite... doo chk it out when i uploaded it...

soo anyway tmr im having class from 10am to 5pm.. then at 5pm need to rush to singapore flyer to do makeup work.. confirm tired haha omg.. oh and ya someone gona be drag tmr haha i cant wait to see eu change.. how cool rite.hmm i will update again gtg and rest tmr will be a long day. and a FUn wan..

update abt it soon..

Loving

2009-03-12T01:13:00.005+08:00

Power Of Loving

here i am onces again in the middle of the nite, siting on ma bed listening to background noise of the radio going on while my mind is just blank with questions that need answers and confusion need to be straighten out.. i was reading on this particular blog which im not gona mention.. while i was reading it my eyes just feel the pain that his person is going.. i start to tear when my heart feel what he is feeling..losing the special.. i knoe how eu feel i know how eu grief i know whats is on your mind i know just all the things is going on... omg i have been selfish all this while thinking that it will be easy to 4get somone but i should know better then that, it is damn hard... maybe . im always be just a passing shadow on people.. leaving is always and will always be apart of me.. im sad im lost and clueless....omg plss help... i just wan happiess from people around me..

its been hard for me to love someone but unless im really really sure.. i just hate people promising on things but in the end it just words with no meaning.. seriously. im just falling for people trap.. }evil of love{ and its fucking hard to get out of it.... people tend to assume that im soo picky... but i am cos i need too.. for the good of me .. just for once.. i like to think for myself..

and to eu.... be happy aite and dont 4get! to BATH after your pract omg.. BUCHUCK! haha k.. watever...and remember your health is important too.. dont always ignore your body.. OK! haiz..

*being away sux

Im bACk

2009-03-11T13:22:00.002+08:00

Back again..
im back yet again updating my blog.. i finally have the strenght to do soo haha if not i will just ignore it.. well from now on will update it more often aite ...hmm i dont really know where should i star oh about ma life now.. well i meet alot of new people this year i mean NEW with exciting and complicated things going on i must say till im like "hmm wth what am i suppose to do".. and i lose some too..haiz its soo sad to see tat people onli need eu when they "need eu" or just will push eu aside.. i laready tell myself not to entertain those type of "friends" i must say.. its just not worth ma time.. and guess watmy body is itching now.. stuppiddy bed bug from my moms place.. goshh im like having red spot on my right hand.. ONLI my right hand.. hahaha.. well just hope it will be gonee soon.tuppid tul...

anyways i didnt know that makeup-ing for a group of ppl will be damn tiring.. It was my 1st ever mass makeup under the sun plus rain environment.. haha.. on last sat for dancework 09 was helping out FADFACTION they won the high energy award tho.. i must say tat eu guys did great aite..this is just a small steps to greating archivement dont be sad.. i know eu guys did your best.. be happy with the memories eu guys build along the journey thats the true moments eu guys will treasure alot.. work harder k peeps.. love eu guys who knoe maybe i can dance with eu guys too.. im like soo long never dance.. feel like dancing one last time..hahahakz....

im confuse rite now.. i dont know he is ignoring me or just busy but for 2 days he is not online i just hope everything is ok with eu.. im just worried thats all.. haiz.. well anyway...

my makeup school have been a great part of me.. seriously im like going to class laughing non stop by my instrutor with his jokes and ROS~~ haha her laugh is like a laughing gas hahaha.. WTH! loving my class mates.. one day take picture ar.. but i think have at my friendster.. soo check it out aite.. ohh just to let eu knoe.. im helping my other dance group this sat at singapore flyer its for a charity show.. haha i guess it will bee fun cos i bringing 3 of myclassmate to help out.. cant wait for it... hehe

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im always waiting....
waiting to be accepted..
i knoe i cant give everything in the world
but my heart is as pure as can be........

update soon:

BTW this is random... BUT I HATE SMOKERS hehe altho i USED! to smoke..ok
get that...yeah im refering to eu..and EU ALIFF AND INDRA....hehemuackz

EYes of iMperfeCtion

2009-01-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

:The Things Our Eyes Dont See

the feeling is always there... when eu feel that things are going perfectly fine eu just cant stop feeling something is just not rite.. somewhere... or eu just over thinkning about stuff.. why am i always have this feeling... of uncertain moment where your mind stop and backtrack to another time eu just really cant forget thinking of... im in this perfectly world where is created by my own intuition and desires where ideas are born and make real.. my life seem to be in the world of my ... a world.. which is created by me..

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its been like afew lessons of my makeup classes.... i reallt enjoy each class with new knowledge to learn more people to get knoe.. and those crazy joke that keep us moving during the class thank by our instrutors.. well i really hope i can do something out from this after six months.. i just have to prove to mysef and just be mee...FURBEE

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wow.. i dont know what i get myself into but.. im trying to see how far it can go.. so ya.. im not gona be wat i used to be in this type of situation .. i will try to change... maybe it will be good or bad...just have to wait and see..

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just a diff person

Im bACk

2008-12-29T09:27:00.004+08:00

:....Im Back:....

well guy's im finally back.... during my attachment period i really have the "MOOD" to do bloging cos each day will always be the same old routine heheh... soo anyway its been like mths since eu are not updated about my whereabout lets start by:-

Attachment:-

Attachment at GL Design & draft had been an eye opener for me. The different kind of people i had meet each with is its own attitude and charactor wise... omg im having fun with the people there i mean i enjoy and still work hard.. in the begining i did lots of mistake but i slowly gain and learn alot from just this pass mths... from types of sprinklers to the compliances to the types of submissions.. hhaha well i wont go to the extend of detailing heehe....well still got afew more mths to go....

Dance Life:-

ALL.Saintz its a name of ma crew... i just have to say that i really enjoy myself dancing and playing our buttz off during training hehe.. it was fun rite? huh peeps hehe.. well anyway hope eu guys will continue on your dance life.. ok SAP SHAI AIDA KIDDO GREG NABILAH all are loved hehe.. hope eu guys will work hard and play hard when im not around.. pEACE!

Ma Life:-

guess what im already nearing my goal... one steps at a time.. i already sign up for a part time make up course at The School Of MakeUp taking Diploma in Advanced Bridal Make-up & Hair Styling will be starting on the 8 Jan 09 till July... I really cant wait to start school omg hehe.. i wanna be a make up artist.. whohooooo..... i already invest alot in it.. sooo cant back down now... one day my dream shop may come true...

to my dear abah(DAD):-

im always thinking of eu....i told myself not to cry infront of eu..but deep inside im really crying.. really sad to see that nothing can be done to cure the illness that my dad have... i feel like if im hopeless i cant do anything to reduce your pain... its really make me sad when seeing eu the condition eu are in now.... be strong abah i knoe in eu that eu can fight till the very end.. i still need eu.. i need your appearence in my life... im always praying for eu... and

deep deep in me.

i will always love eu abah....

and do forgive me for the wrong that i had done. before its too late....

stay strong.......

haiz its been hard for showing my face to the people that im alright...with or without that special in life i just have to believe in faint... all i can do now is getting on hold to my goal ....

soo yaa

hmmm on new year eve i really wan to spent my time with my loved ones pls do make yourself free k.. hee

im off for now...takecarez

finally its over

2008-10-25T00:13:00.004+08:00

Words are meant to be just WORDS
Without any MEANING to it...?.

yes i finally updated my blog .. its been awhile since my last post.. attachment is going great and today we move to our new office just behind the previous area.. its abit bigger but not tat big .. im really looking forward to next working day hehe cos got to start doing work in our new place.. i will upload the pic onces i receive from my friends aite...our next target for next mth is 45projects.. oh man.. i just hope the 5 of us can make it if not.. hakz... overtime la cei... well will update on it again k..

i already set my mind to do something its that 1st thing is to be a make up artist.. one day i will be one.. just not now.. im just starting small hehe.. wait aite.. eu will see.. secondly is i will not work for money but money work for me.....i just need to plan out something that i can get that on track...heee all the best for me in my new path to life...

one thing that i really hate is to find something that will really make eu feel cheated i mean in one way or another.. haiz.. i also dont know why.. maybe im too naive to believe on something that is really there but not there..well wat i know is im moving ahead.. no more waiting or slowing down.. i just cant bare to take any moe set backs... i lead my way eu lead yours..

hmmm my search is still on..

1st week of work completed..

2008-10-11T00:10:00.006+08:00

1 week of WORK

wow.... 1 week of working has just finish.. hehe... well i had a great learning process this 1st week i did learn alot of things... i learn about the compliances needed for the each component...and how to do up for a buliding fire safety sudmission form.. haha.. cool or wat.. i must say sometimes it will be boring but most of the time haha.. FUN LA WAT.. hahakz.. i just hope the computer will be fix soo that i can used on following mon.. if not... lepak laaaahakz

ohya on thu rif and i have our 1st site visit inspection at raffles city and at hmm cant remember the name ard suntec there.. we need to go the area and do an inspection on their fire safety equipment and all.. haha.. we also lepak around k.. its like our 1st site visit and like on our own.. just have to do what we think is rite. cos we dont really have much exp.. hahakz.. oh sempat k kite take pic at one of the shop of the site.. hehehe

ohh and heres our 1 week of project work soo far.. and its not completed k. hehe

well just cant wait for more projects to comes. i really wan to do work. hakz

in the middle of finding out

each day i watch myself moving from one frame to another frame of time... just reflecting wats im really here for? i wonder if there would be any guide to follow... im always trap in one place to another.. i waited soo long to be another place rather then wat i am currently ay... how i wish someone would be there for me .. too love me... too love me for who i am as i person not as society see me..

to deq kim i really appreciate all the time eu were there for me.. i may be hard headed at times.. but should understand k.. emotion rules to me.. pls bare in mind k.. dont give up on me just yet.. i need eu...

all i ever wanted is to be someone to "eu"........

1st day of attachment

2008-10-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

im not going to update about my raya .hehe

Sleepless Hours..............

Today was my first day of attachment.

Woke up at 7am thankz adeq for waking me up if not i think im not be able to wake myself cos not used to it yet.. its like going back to school.. hehe..

I left my house at 8am to catch the LRT and train to Farrer park where my attachment is located.. i nearly lose my way day due to not soo familier with the place there and how to go my workplace from the FP mrt.. lucky t was very near haha...soo i meet Rif below the shophouse and make our way to 4th level floor.. reach there ard 9am then have to wait for our supervisor to come.. and we wait and wait.. hhe... when he came he set up our FREASH new computers la cei.. haha.. i think it take abt 2 to 3 hours to set everything up and we were like waiting and falling a sleep.. ahha. and guess what one of the computer give problem.. OMG just bought and the monitor give problem.and Nur or guide thought us about the things that we need to do im not going to write about it in details confirm eu guys will not understand.. but its got to do on drafting for fire safety system.... oh btw kan that place is temporary onli.. on the 13 or 20 oct we moving just beside it will have a much bigger working space area and have or own work area.. cool or wat.. new com new work area everything new ahaha soo lucky cei..

at 12.30pm we when to have our lunch.. we when just across the street.. i ate nasi ayem penyat.. hmm ok laa. not bad.. very crunhcy la cei.. hahakkz..when back at 1.30pm and i finally touch the keyboard.. i had my 1st project to complete.. and it was kinda blurring in the begining but Nur help me.. hehe thankz.. for teaching i hope i can remember wat need to be done in the following weeks to comes.. hehe... we when home at 6pm but i when to meet my adeq.. hahah.. when to library and meet him but before that i had a problem with my stomach .. ahahk.. we walk walk to bugis then city hall then clark quay .. haha soo much fun but then tired laa.. cos adeq very aRG! dont know how to explain but ok laa. haha.. syg nye pasal.. BLUEK!!

yaa thats all ar for now.. hehe.. will update again.. peace! camat aye!!

Love me for What i Can Be.....

ends in september

2008-09-27T23:51:00.001+08:00

the end of September is coming

the blessing of Forgiveness is awakening...

just afew days left till the end of Ramadan(fasting) which bring us to Hari Aye.. while this year i never buy any baju i just have to used last years wans.. hehe.. its ok save cost kot... i not even prepare anything.. still have to clean my room and the house maybe a day or two before aye.. then start hahaz.. now abit lazy scared messy back...

this month been a mouthful kind of mth cos i think i ate alot during break fast.. when to geylang abt 8 9 times.. haha.. cam best gitu kan... oh ya im having ma attachment on the 6 of oct which is early then my other mates at Jalan Besar there.. the company name is Fiterlab if im not wrong.. i have to say tat our supervisor is damn cool haha cos he super understanding hakz.. ohh and im sad tat i cant work with rad and nad cei well maybe can meet after work aite.. heehee will be starting soon will tell more on wat happen during our few days to give eu guys wat i been through k.. and will miss working with rad haha giving her pressure and all haha..

oh yaa anyway i cut my hair already i look soo tembam k.. haha.. nvm wait grow back now just let it be..hakz

haiz.. today i finaly saw the people i miss the most.. and i finally get to meet them.. i just wish tat all my sins to them will be 4given in time to come ... oh been and and been going out with rebecca alot lately and teaching and helping her in how to make her look good in .. in make up and all haha...now she berry cHIO haha.. ppl comment on her and stuff haha... good for eu GF! haha,,,

deep deep down in me i just find something amiss..my ituition say that im living life without the real purpose behide it... haiz.. i also not sure myself.. just hope that watever it is.. im going to have a great hari aye and attachment period ..

to my adeq inn.. i just hope tat eu will be happy... dont let life pull eu down till eu cant get up... bee theere if eu need someone aite.. and wish eu will find your happiness soon..:)

A Trip to Memory Lane

2008-09-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

.Memory_. Lane

today i visited my mom at her new rented house located at ang mo kio ave 1... while riding on the bus old memories just keep flashing back.. my childhood life is at ang mo kio.. and its good to be back the life that i hate in my childhood life period haha...

but before i when there i make a pit stop to meet my future sis in law AIDA..she need help in the register thingy for poly admission... after i sit bus 262.. when i finally reach my mom place i was like damn sad cos there's nothhing much in the house.. Tv all dont have and food was limited.. hearing her telling about what she have to eat all this while make my heart weak.... then i told myself as a son i need to do something.. soo i ajak her go to the hawker center to get some food for buke...and we geat NASI BRANI and NOT nice ok haha... and go to get stuffs for the home..

after buke we started taking andwe had a very long talk.. from how my 2nd brother pass away during birth.. to how my grandpa treat her ...too how my dad and her started having problem in their marriage too how my mom dad pass away and about my dad situation now..... i onli can hear and silent myself i really got nothing to say just sadness.. haiz..

i told myself that when i grow up i wan to take care of my mom... i dont wan her to life like the way she is living rite now... i know my self that i cant help her now.. and sometimes i feel useless i can onli support her with wat i have to give and time with her.. i just hope she will understand...just wait for me aite.. i know that wat ever happen i will always love my mom.. i just wan her to live a happy and easy life.. i promise eu.....

afther that around 8pm i when to amk mrt to meet my younger bro .. we headed geylang cos my bro wanna get something and aida and family was there too... omg and the baju i wan is expensive ok.. i told myself nvm this year i think i dont buy..maybe next year .. hakz.. i just use my old ones.. still usable wat.. haha...just make it trendy laa.. hakz...

i reach home ard 1am.. and was damn RIMAS hhaah took a shower and cut my hair abit.. then here i am typing this.. hakz.. well...

Being who i am
Being the Brother
Sometimes i wonder
If eu ever accept me
For who i am,
Just Feel that
i Put shame to eu
Having to hear what
other people say
About me....

i know am not a perfect person.. but im who i am and its ok if eu or anyone will accept it...

Pot Luck

2008-09-17T04:59:00.003+08:00

Pot Luck 101....

1.Shortest relationship?

♠ 1 day.. eheh cinta monkey ler time sec sch

2. Last gift you received?

♠ a box of shower gel and perfurme

3. Ever dropped a cell phone?

♠ hmm like afew hundred times..

4. Last food you ate?

♠ ayam masak merah.. (just pinish sahuur)

5. Last place u visited?

♠ Bugis Street..

6. Last smoke

♠ 5 days ago...

7. One favorite song?

♠ i dont think i have one..

8. Where do you live?

♠ Sengkang

9. Last wedding you attended:

♠ Last Mth i guess

10. Last time you saw your friend?

♠ 2 days ago

11. Where is your favorite place?

♠ Anywhere where my my mummy cooks

12. Can you cook?

♠ here and there ok laa.. hee

13. Last time you cried?

♠ Afew mths i ago?

14. Why?

♠ Losing Someone

15. Hate most about yourself?

♠ Nope.. im LOVING it!

16. Can you sing?

♠ i cant.. hehe MALU LA KITe...

17. Do you smoke?

♠ Social...

18. Pancakes or French toast?

♠ Pancakes with extra syrup pliss..

19. Do you like coffee?

♠ no i dont evet like the taste make me wanna _______

20. Last person who sends you a text message?

♠ My aDeq

21. What was the last text message you received?

♠ Da transfer da

22. Can you play pool?

♠ nopee..

23.Can you swim?

♠ hmm hehe... no comments

24. Favorite flavor of ice cream?

♠ anything to do with berriess

25. What time did you wake up this morning?

♠ 4.30am

26. What are you doing this week?

♠ Shop shop shop and more shopping

27. Are you smiling?

♠ in my heart i guess..

28. Do you miss someone right now?

♠ yupyup.. berry much

29. Do you have a crush?

♠ hmm i think soo hehe

30. Do you have a sister?

♠ nope.. wish too tho...

31. Who is your closest cousin’s name?

♠ NO ONE

32. What were you doing 10 minutes ago?

♠ Seeing Friendster.

33. if you were a color, what would

you be?

♠ REd

34. if you could go anywhere right now, where?

♠ i wan to go back 5 years back...

35. Food you're craving for right this minute?

♠ hmmm ... FISH?

36. Name a person who's name starts with the letter "j"?

♠ Juli

38. Radio station you frequently listen to?

♠ 98.7fm

39. Where do you usually hang out?

♠ in my room...

40. if you were to change careers, what would you want it to be?

♠ A top Fahsion Designer

41. What are you going to do tomorrow?

♠ SHOP?eheh

42. Favorite day?

♠ ANy Special Events

43. Are you easy to get along with?

♠ Ofcos.. just have to say HI

44. What movie do you want to see right now?

♠ hmmm dontz knoe la cei

45. Whose birthday is coming up?

♠ JULAIHA

46. How many kids do you want?

♠ 11

47. Where do you usually watch movies?

♠ MovieTheater

48. Name one person which starts with the letter "m"?

♠ mel

49. Favorite thing that you have now?

♠ my own room

50. Do you have any bestfriend that is an opposite sex?

♠ yesyes.. i love all my GF"S hehe

a Day Of Fun

2008-09-16T04:10:00.000+08:00

15 laaa.
no cannot 16!!

.....holding to what i have now.....

well well well... today i spent my time wondering around singapore with shammy hehe..set out to claim our objective but the end result.. hmm just been twisted hehe. 1stly we when to queensway to survey some items.. and and i saw one very nice red black hoodie .. omg damn nice laa i think i can pee rite there haha.. make mee just wanna pee.. haha... cos $59.90 but guess wat i wanted to buy it but then shammy ask me to go bugis see and he confidently said there have and cheaper.. then i just folllow laa. being a good friend. eheehe...

soo but before that headed to orchard do some walking walking and seeing some stuff but still cant find anything nice to buy laa.. haha.. penat k.. and i was wandering myself.. why there are soo many people not fasting that are suppose to puase and still can eat there.. well have no comment just shock that they are soo open.. hakz...after that we when to bugis to break fast and i ate nasi lemak.. aahah. oh yaaa when to bugis street to buy some stuff and shammy friend damn funny laa.. eu know why cos he keep barggining for off of just 1dollors also have to get from that untie sia...haha.. kakla la siol! hahah.oh yaa im like soo not getting wat i wan cos shammy get his boxers and hoodieee but not me.. boowhoo! hehe i onli get afew items.. then do some hair thingy and off we off... hahakz.. i spent around 68dollors just today.. haha.. next week do some shopping again.. cant wait..

oh shammy thankz for today.. if not i dont know wat to do at home laa cei. hehe..BLUEK!!

2008-09-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

AHkiMi & FurbeE wanna wish my one of my GF's NADIYAH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF!! hehe.. i wanna wish eu happy happy always... and and may all your wishes come true... da TUA haha.. BLUEK!!! da JaDI KAK NAD!! hahakz... see ya LaTER k i wan to belanjer TULANG.
HEHE LOVE EU!

oh and i just find out that today is SAP birthday tooo.. one of my dance mate..anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO EU!!!ALL THE BEST IN LIFE K
PEACE!

OMG NOT YET GONE TO GEYLANG

2008-09-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

OMG IM LIKE NOT YET STEP TO GEYLANG!!!!
SCREAM!!!! people SCREAM!!!

FinALLY my 2nd year Over

2008-09-11T21:48:00.004+08:00

Congrats To Me and Me Friends

Guess wat guess wat people.. hehe.. i manage to pass all my module.. and i did well cei.. haha never expect it but i really manage to pull my gpa up whoowho.. IM LOVING IT!! feel like eating MacDonal lak.. hahakz.. see how ehk.. oh ya i would like to say congrats too all my mate who manage to pass too.. I SAY IT AGAIN - I TOLD EU GUYS SOO EU WILL PASS.. hehe.. next time have confident in yourself aite people.. i know eu guys can do it... PEACE!!

Omg!!! time really pass by that fast huh.. its like i left with a year of school and off i go to ns... October im having my attachment .. cant wait but abit nervous haha i also dont know why maybe the expectation from the people there.. well im motivated to support my team mates and myself to make it all the way.. soo guys dont worry aite.. i know we can do it.. we just have to put our best effort and mind to it k.. no more slacking k.. if not hahaha wait cannt sleep i tell eu.. haha..

MEET MY NEW LOVER!!
I call it AHKimi
i dont even know where did i get the name from haha..

haha but then got one problem i oni can hug him after my dad goes to work... eu know why .. cos rite MY DAD SLEEP RITE HUGGING IT..HAHA kiut rite my dad.. hehe should take photo and let eu see la. haha

Hmm wats next.. ohya.. i think i wanna redo my room ar.. change the colors.. hmm maybe Grey and red haha.. see how laa..and and.. got alot of things sia to buy... i wan to get my baju kurong but dont know wat color.. then then i wan to decorate my house with the raya spirit to bring my dad the smile on his face to see the house is full of raya stuff.. then i wan get new work attire laa.. i mean matured wans haha.. im like going into a phase where things have to change i guess.hakz..

to my adeq that manage to msg me all day i just have to say thankz for making my life worth living again..

** im still searching for that someone......
i wont give up....
just have to keep on smiling till the rain stops hehe

Happy 21th birThday Furbee

2008-09-09T15:29:00.008+08:00

.. A MomEnt To Remember..

As eu guys can see my birthday just when pass by just damn fast haha... overall i really enjoy myself... really...got to meet my secondary school friends that had been abt 3 or 4 years since i last saw them ..im happy to get to meet them. hakz..anyway i would like to thankz all this people..

to my abah - thank very much for making my birthday party happen without eu i dont think my 21th birthday will have a party. hehe muackz. love eu abah.

to my mak - i really appriciate taking your time to cook for me. hehe i get alot of good respone form my friends saying that they love your cooking hehe.. love eu mak.

to my GF's (Juli, Rif,Rad,Nad,Raf) - hey gf''s i really wanna thankz eu guys for helping out with the planning and all.... really love eu guys.. and hope that we can remind friends like hmm 4ever...hehe.. and Rif thankz for ordering the cake for me.. and ya i really love it..

to my peeps that help out - thankz people for those who help out.. like shasa and shammie.. haha..

and finally to those who came to my party.. i would like to thank eu guys for taking your time in being there aite.. hehe.. from my secondary school to poly to dancers to my outside friends.. hahakz..hope eu guys had a great time tho.. sorry if i never entertain k.. was lik going here and there.. hahakz.. hope u understand..

MY CAKE!!

cool or what?haha

......................here some of the pictures taken.. hehe...................

my Poly mAtes

SecondarySchool Mate Dance Mate

MY "Cuzzy"
My Mom and Step Sis

Thankz to those who give me presents

(my Gf's,Sham,Hafiz,Joan&Sonia,Zila,Zalinah,Greg&Rebecca,Zul&Idah and Jojo&Sharul)

haha i really love them...MUACKZ!!

to zila was sad that eu cant make it.. but thank q for the gift aite i love it.. alot.. hehe

well to wrap this up.. i really had a great time.. well im abit dissapointed cos some of the people that i wan to turn up cant turn up or never even say if they coming or not haiz.. nvm guess eu guys had other plans. soo its ok.. :)

THANK Q AGAIN PEOPLE!!

EU BEEN LOVED BY FURBEE!!!!

SEE YA AROUND

Countdown 4 more Days

2008-09-03T21:19:00.003+08:00

4 MorE DayS to Go.....

hows thing going for my birthday party? hmm half way through tho hakz... today just was a stressful day for me... alot of things just when wrong.. but.. manage to get it on the right track.. here are the highlights of the things i had done and yet to be done..

Done-

1. Chalet Rent Spent: $267
2. Food Spent: $300
3. Part 1 Deco Spent : $33.30
4. Culinary Items Spent : $20.45
5. Photo Gallery Spent $7.20
6. Cake Spent $97

Total Current Spending : $724.95

Yet to be done-

1. Part 2 Deco - Ballon,Fabric,Feathers,Candles,Wrappers
2. Beverages
3. BBq Items
4. Signage
5. Guest Board

as eu can see im like going to go bankrup ahha...well anyway its my 21th bday comes onli onces soo have to spent spent lor.. yupyup.. i just cant wait for sunday . hoping that my loved onces will attend.

one last word..

watever words or hurting comment eu give me it wont ruin my soul aite.. im stronger then eu think "people".. try me and one day it will come back to eu.. i know who eu are..
REMEMBER PEOPLE WHO TALK BAD ABOUT PEOPLE ARE THE ONE THAT ARE JEALOUS OF OTHER PEOPLE LIFE.. EU BEEN HURT AND WAN TO HURT OTHERS.. EU JUST CANT ACCEPT PPL BEING HAPPY.... BoOOWHOO ...REALITY CHK...IM MUCH MUCH MORE HAPPIER THEN EU TATS ALL THAT MATTER.. AHAHAHKZ

The Month of Fasting

2008-09-01T14:12:00.001+08:00

Ramadan and Eid al-Fitr

Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. Islam uses a lunar calendar-that is, each month begins with the sighting of the new moon. Because the lunar calendar is about 11 days shorter than the solar calendar used elsewhere, Islamic holidays “move” each year. In 2008 Ramadan begins at sundown on Sept. 1.

For more than a billion Muslims around the world-including some 8 million in North America-Ramadan is a “month of blessing” marked by prayer, fasting, and charity. This year Ramadan precedes Christmas and Hanukkah. But while in many places these holidays have become widely commercialized, Ramadan retains its focus on self-sacrifice and devotion to Allah (God).

Why this Month?

Muslims believe that during the month of Ramadan, Allah revealed the first verses of the Qur'an, the holy book of Islam. Around 610 A.D., a caravan trader named Muhammad took to wandering the desert near Mecca (in today's Saudi Arabia) while thinking about his faith. One night a voice called to him from the night sky. It was the angel Gabriel, who told Muhammad he had been chosen to receive the word of Allah. In the days that followed, Muhammad found himself speaking the verses that would be transcribed as the Qur'an.

At many mosques during Ramadan, about one thirtieth of the Qur'an is recited each night in prayers known as tarawih. In this way, by the end of the month the complete scripture will have been recited.

Fasting

Muslims practice sawm, or fasting, for the entire month of Ramadan. This means that they may eat or drink nothing, including water, while the sun shines. Fasting is one of the Five Pillars (duties) of Islam. As with other Islamic duties, all able Muslims take part in sawm from about age twelve.

During Ramadan in the Muslim world, most restaurants are closed during the daylight hours. Families get up early for suhoor, a meal eaten before the sun rises. After the sun sets, the fast is broken with a meal known as iftar. Iftar usually begins with dates and sweet drinks that provide a quick energy boost.

Fasting serves many purposes. While they are hungry and thirsty, Muslims are reminded of the suffering of the poor. Fasting is also an opportunity to practice self-control and to cleanse the body and mind. And in this most sacred month, fasting helps Muslims feel the peace that comes from spiritual devotion as well as kinship with fellow believers.

Eid al-Fitr

Ramadan ends with the festival of Eid al-Fitr, which in 2008 occurrs on Oct. 1. Literally the “Festival of Breaking the Fast,” Eid al-Fitr is one of the two most important Islamic celebrations (the other occurs after the Hajj, or pilgrimage to Mecca). At Eid al-Fitr people dress in their finest clothes, adorn their homes with lights and decorations, give treats to children, and enjoy visits with friends and family.

A sense of generosity and gratitude colors these festivities. Although charity and good deeds are always important in Islam, they have special significance at the end of Ramadan. As the month draws to a close, Muslims are obligated to share their blessings by feeding the poor and making contributions to mosques.

source by: http://www.factmonster.com/spot/ramadan1.html

Exams are over..

2008-08-29T20:57:00.002+08:00

EXAMs are OVER!!

hey guys sorry for not updating ma blog aite... eu have guess already that my exams are over.. haha... it was a very stressweek for me cos mon to friday i have been having my term exams.. hakz.. was like stressing out sia.. each nite mugging all the way but haha i never laa.. always msg msg msg.. hahakz.. eu know who are eu k hehe.. anyway but i find that i did manage my exams well.. cos i can answer most of the question off all the papers but i just scared of careless mistake tho.. haiz.. nvm its all over now.. its time to enjoy and relak ma brain....

oh and im going to bee very busy this week i need to prepare for my birthday party hehe..cant wait cant wait.. my GF's will be the one who will be helping me.. yeah hope it will be a great wan.. im counting on eu guys.. hehek

hmm anyway thats all for now.. i be back real soon..

im missing eu....

the one that make me feel lifely again

the one who the name end with the letter M..........

BLUEK! hoping to meet eu tho..

One In A Million

2008-08-23T01:05:00.006+08:00

'UnExpected Things Do Happen

what a day, damn tired are and happy..hehe let's begin

Today i woke at 10am..to help my friend for his birthday party at bukit panjang... but when i reach there alot of memories were running through my head... it was part of my home when i was still a beginner in dancing... i remember all the moment i had with my x crew mate and one of my x...all the overnites... training and just happy moments and sad ones.. k laa get back FURBeE hehe

Ohh hmm ya where was i oh.. i reach there ard 12.40pm to set up the place near the parks there.. it was an interesting place to held a party tho.. hehe but one thing is that half way it start to rain.. hehe... and the party suppose to start at 5pm drag till ard 8pm like that.. well i really enjoy my day helping help.. doing the deco... and just with the set up and even bbq-ing k.. long time since i bbq cei.. hehe.. just cant wait for ma birthday... how it gonaa be.. i just hope this year will be the best one cei...

Something happen tho... a person walk up to me and ask me one question then left then afew moment come back and left and so on.. haha kiut kan.. but atlast we settle down and talk with 2 friends.. i mean i never expect it to be but... a LIL SPARK just happen at that moment... i never thot this will happen it has been 4years.. hahakz

* will this incomplete child have an happy ending

a moment to remember?

stay tune to find out what happen over this few weeks..

to be continue..

ps: im missing someone tho.. missing the one who was not happy with sis

Life Goes on babe..

2008-08-19T22:06:00.004+08:00

.Life Goes On.

Each day i keep thinking to myself, where am gona be when i all grown up.. hmm i dont really have a clue yet.. maybe im going to be somone that is worth living in this world.. there's alot of things that i wanna do and learn such as. HairStyling, Make-up, Dj-ing and opening my own shop doing the things i loved alot... just have to work hard...i know i can.. i dont need people to believe in me but atleast i believe myself is enough to start things off.

sometimes i think to myself izzt worth it to do all this without sharing with someone special to me.. i always dream one day i would find that ONE. all i ever wanted.. i know i can treasure eu whoever eu are.. im not giving up on LOVE..i will continue searching for it no matter how much i suffer in the past.. a thing about me is that im always stronger after a relationship end. i just have to learn from it until it finally show up.. i will always keep waiting and wait and wait.. i dont have much to offer now but what i can do is give my heart to eu and know that eu will be my onli one.. or maybe im asking for much.. its just me... FURBEE the one who will continue fighting for love until the war ends.. yaa thats the spirit.. i maybe bit choosy who i wan to be with but it's my life that i wan to share with.. no one can stop me is my LIFE baby...

the night sky with onli afew stars that appear will i always look up to.. just to feel that i know one day my star will be next to me...

Life's goes on........

*need study cei hehe.. exams coming...

SNap SnAP SNAP!!

2008-08-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

..Snap Shot of FurbEe..

well today i did my own photo session.. just out do to something fun.. haha.. today till friday suppose to be my study week for coming exams but i will start studying tmr at school soo ya.. today just relak and snap snAP SNAP!!

here are the pics... do comment aite... PEACE!

StartingAgain

2008-08-18T12:06:00.000+08:00

Welcome back Furbee

Hello guys... it's been hmmm a long time since i reopen my blog... while im here again to share with people who love reading and hearing out each individual stories.. hmm just have one thing to say before i start... it's that if some of eu who wan to CRITICIZE me or even the individual that is part of my stories, just one word.. BUZZ OFF.. ok tats that...

I would write about what had happen during this pass mths.. but lets start by yest aite.....
A Trip to Sentosa then To SAINTz JAMes......

Yesterday i woke up around 7am just to meet my x sister... cos today is my x birthday soo ya.. my x dosent know i will be coming with sis... soo i meet her at habour front int at 11am then headed to palawan beach where they are hanging around.. we reah there and they will sleeping around.. haha i was happy to see my x hmm maybe i still love alots... well its ok...
Sis bought a big TIGGER arrg! how i wish people would buy me a furby .. haiz... nvm get back..
i bought afew items of tigger.... a mug... notebook.. sweets...pencil case and a toy hehe...
guess what i was boring cos some of the people there i dont really know .. and sis leave me behide cei.. haha.. soo i make friends with a kakak next to us.. guess what see have 6 children k.. alllll GIRLS .. OMG... we talked all day and we became friends... hehe and i told her all my secret cei.. she very open minded.. and started talking abt her live and how she onces word at nite life person in a club as a supervisor... haha damn cool la.. and her husband very gerek beb.. also welcome me to their house to have a drink or just hang around... im really happy to meet nice people ....one day im going out with kak.. to do some make up lessons hehe... oh ya one thing.. the husband brother damn kiut ok hehe..shhh....
soo after all that.. around 9pm i make a move with kak and family.. i reach compass point to meet my Bestest GF

TO SAINTz JAMES

soo i reach compass point at around 1030pm... we headed my house to prepare... and ask juli to help me pic what i should wear.. soo we take cab there and when to cheers before heading to power house... but guess what.. AHAHAA pai sei ok.. both of us like totally amature laa for saintz james and we when to the wrong club and the age limits for that club is 23 for guys and we damn paisei cei.. haha.. nvm about that.. we when to the correct one after all that.. and ya we get free entry... thanzk to aida.. my brother gf friend who is working there.... overall exp there were fun and enjoyable... with the loud music and pack environment...the song were ok la.. but abt on off of R&B songs .. haha.. well on ya not forgetting we meet with juli sis ard 2pm to join us..

here are some pic taken-

hey really enjoy myself.. hehe next time again k

to my x.....

i really love eu but one thing is, i think eu just have no time for me.. i just hope that one day eu will be back to my arms..always will i love eu.. and care for eu ....aite.muackz...

2007-12-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

Still the nights will never change........

things are just diff now.... i dont know why it turn out this way... maybe its a good thing or bad..day by day.... nite by nite.. with no memories to hold on too, time just pause when eu are running away from something that eu cant avoid.. how am i suppose to keep on moving while my legs are tied like a guy in a prisom with wall and bars surounded..deep in my soul...there's someone just screaming for help..."heLP!!! ...HHEEEELP!!!...but no body can hear me.... noONE!!! i never expect myself to feel this way... am i livinf life? or am i just acting like an actor on a stage....

.............its all in your hand.....

hey sorry for not been updating aite.... well where should i start hmm. been going out with my friends.. and just spendind my time wasting it ahah....haiz.... dance.. hmm i dont know... been really with school stuff.... now also have new passion for malay dance.. hakz... wanna learn more tho.... hoping to join DIAN.. a Tarian group....theres still alot of things to learn tho..but no money and time for it... i also wanna learn make up.... since im into groups.. soo might as well learn some make up tips.. to help out... and maybe learn hair styeling... haha.... ARG!! stressok.... and to put things more stres.. term test are coming and i have 4 project due after my term break... not including my dance camp... omg omg.. how am i suppose to manage all this....
btw im in sch rite now.. waiting to start at 4pm,... goes been here since 2.45? haha... hope the lesson will be a short one.... oklaa i wanna chaoz....

update another time aite.....

ONe WeEK Of TIrEdnESS

2007-11-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

PENTAS: RAHSIA

FRIDAY
here's the update

well on friday was the concert... everything when well tho.. but can be improve in some area.. haha 1st time ok i wear soo the melayu hahah.. been preparing for this concert for like 1 week?? yaa oh well hope there's more to come cos i kinda start to like this new style rather then my usual hiphop style... *winks.... 1stly i just wanna thkz cipah for letting me be a part of SNT... really enjoy myself with eu guys.to the abg2 instrutor thk for guiding us and doing our make up.. he appriciate it alot. hehe... and radz for recommend me to her.. :p ... oh and to zul the onli SNT tarian guy.. had great time with your crap and time.. haha... hope this new friendship wont stop here aite.. see eu in school when free lor..... well to sum this up.... i really enjoy myself .. and hope this wont be the last....

here are the memories:

*me with zul!! hehe
*rADz muke maintain ehk
*SNT girls and guys..

*FlaWlesss.. wee wit

ps: there's still more pic.. anything ask from me personally.

SATURDAY
FAR EAST :

BUTTS OFF DANCE FINALE COMPETITION

on sat after my hiphop training in school.. well we did nth much today onli learn how to walk.. haha.. then the girls need to dance using high heels.. soo yaa after that when home and rest avit ard 4pm i when to fareast to mit fima..

go there too support flair nation and my friends group...

to fadz: abit sad that we did not spent time yest.. haiz... just feel like eu avoiding me or something.. well its ok.. hope eu know that we always here.. :)

the dance com when well yeah... hmmm klaa i dont know wat to say already hahah..

some pic we took hehe:

*swt fimaaa

* fiefieeee lurb

*nth better to do hehe <3>

* kiutness! hakz

ok.. tats alll for now...

ps: i saw him again hahakz :p

2007-11-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

Whole New Style

helloz.... hmm guesss wat people... hehe im in my school Tarian group.... for one show (more details below) haaha well my friend laa ask me join cos not enough guys i think soo i just go and try... and thinking if i wan to join in a long run in my poly life... yest was my 1st pract... and i had fun.. really... the guys there very kind and helpful.. learn fast also.. hehe... i hope to get everything done by next friday seh.. hakz. will work hard.. i dont wanna let my friend down.. hmmm oh yaa one more thing next week will be a bz weekdays for me cos i got tarian pract... then i still have my hiphop dance group. we need to do a dance soo call lesson laa for TP RAWKs n im one of the healper there.. so if anyone going for hiphop lesson come find me aite.. hee.. its for those post secondary pupil... haha soo thu and fri no classes for me..YEAY!! can have fun but bad cos i miss lesson.. aiyoo. hahakz.. nvm... i really cant wait for thu TPRAWKS and my performence.. YEAH!!

HEre are the detail:

Talent from TP malay art groups putting up a one night show.......

pls do come and support us aite..

An annual Temasek Polytechnic Malay Arts Group production,

PENTAS (STAGE), showcases talents from various art forms,

mainly Dance, Drama and Dikir Barat.

An energetic and vibrant affair, PENTAS has always been an event to look forward to every year.

This year's production is entitled Rahsia ie 'Secret'.

PENTAS: Rahsia portrays the journey of three kids, searching for an answer to a discovery.Will their journey unravel the mystery?
Will they find out the truth?Will their questions be answered?

16th November (Friday)

TP Renaissance,
(Auditorium 1)7.30pm, (Doors open 7pm)

Free seating, tix at $6.
For more details.
Pls contact : Ms Nazaratul @ 83330064

sorry for not updating..

2007-11-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

I'm BAck.!!

hey guys sorry for not updating for some times.. eu know what my internet at home was cut .. soo yaa have to wait till my dad pay it.. soo ya now ok already can start blogging again

hmmm where to start...

let's start with hari raya......

im really happy that for onces.. i cried becos of my family on the first day... when i saw my dad tears just flowing out from his eyes.. i was really sad.. cos my father is really ill... and maybe he's rite that i need to take care of myself.. people will go anytime... i dont wan anything happen to my dad.. i will always love eu and appriciate all the 20years u do for me abah..... im praying that eu get weelll soon... 1st day of raya.. i when to my mother side father for celebration becos i miss it last year... hee i get to see alot of my mother side family members that i long time have not seen..i really enjoy my raya this year cos i get to ask for 4giveness to people whom i know.. and i see tat my family come 1st before anything.....

well there's still more ar.. but im kinda lazy to put them all.. hakz...

SCHooL

its a brand new semester for me. yeah!! but bad news i got like 8 module to complete this term and its like damn ARG!! laaa.. haiz... i hope i can cope laa... i can go crazy seh... hahakz
i got 2 class which is not the same as my classmate of MATH!! laa need to retake... haiz. and time table aslo.... lucky i have a friend!! huh RAD! haha.
well hope everything will be ok......

LIFE

hmmm life? i dont know what to say laa... to cut short... its just sucks i guess.. haiz.. i cant explain wat im going through... ARG!!!!!!!

WHY

why am i always feel empty when i know its not.
maybe my life just dosent meant anything....
why am i always being punish for doing nth wrong..
maybe i did too many bad things to people..
why am i always feel like im being used in one way or another...
maybe i let it be.....
why i cant seem to be happy....
maybe im just lonely...
why no one understand my needs....
maybe they are scared by it....
why im always in a dream when whats happening its real...
maybe im losing it...
why WHY wHY!!!!!!!

RANDOM

2007-10-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

70% girly. 60% boyish. 20% nerdy. 90% emo. 10% childish.

Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[x] My belongings are organized.
[x] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with meeverywhere.

add up all your marks and multiply itby 10.

Boyish .
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[ x] I play video games.
[ x] I listen to boy bands like MyChemical Romance, Yellowcard,Switc hfoot, etc.
[ x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[ x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ x] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ x] I barely wear perfume.

add up all your marks and multiply itby 10.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purseor pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in mywhole life.
[ x] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[ ] enjoy reading books.
[ x] My assignments are passed up ontime.
[ ] I correct people with theirgrammar.

add up all your marks and multiply itby 10.

Emo
[x ] I love the color black.
[x ] I always sit at the corner.
[x ] One side of my hair is coveringone of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rockmusic.
[ x] I have a lot of problems in mylife.
[ x] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ x] I don't talk much.
[ x] I don't have that much friends.
[ x] I barely have fun.
[ x] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

ad d up all your marks and multiply itby 10.

Childish
[ ] I am open to my parents.
[ ] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I don't like watching horrormovies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones whochoose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[ ] I like being with my familyrelatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[ ] I've ran around the house in myunderwear.

add up all your marks and multiply itby 10.

will update more aite.. cos there's nth to blog about this few days hehe...

"im missing that moment.. haizz....

SHOPPING

2007-10-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

LOVING IT!...

today was very very bored............. and guess what i decided to go to town and shop since my bro is performing at taka might as well i go shop too hee..... oh ya i when with ayie since he going to wisma to take back his repaired hp... if not i go alone.. dont mind lor.. hakz... well i reach orchard mrt ard 6pm then have to wait for that ayie..so hard to contact him.. then finally he called me using public phone.. lucky he have 10cent... then we when to wisma to collect his hp. afew min later greg came along... i ajak him.. hee... after doing that i meet up with my dad which at taka watiing for me.. soo we when to food court to have our food.. i ate nasi with ayam masak merah and some potatoss.. my dad had mee siam and ayie had mee rebus.. but greg was dieting i guess.. he never eat... :p ...

after our mamaming we head back to taka to watch my bro performence with the orchestra melayu youth.. i was onces in that group but i quit.. hee.. due to some reason laa.. mit up with my bro gf..

* me with my bro gf.. she kiut can. hakz.. ayie and greg scared to take pic. gee..

talktalk till 730pm then start but i stay awhile onli then head to far east plaza... we reach there and start to survey ard.. well finally got one shop got the things i loike.. hakz..

these are the things that i bought

*love ma new cardi cos it has a hood ...

price tag : $39.90

*two singlet....with my favourite color RED!! hakz and new color purple

price tag : $19.90*ma blink.. hakz letter F!!!... stand for?? FCUK, lol ..kidd

price tag: $19.90

yaa tats all .. hee.. wait for tmr cos tmr im going geylang.. my mum will tag along too.. wEEeeee!!!

to be continue...

RANDOM: taken from friendster bulletin...

VIRGO- The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous.

High appeal.

Rare tofind.

Great when found.

Loves being in long relationships.

So much love to give.

Not one to mess with.

Verypretty.

RANDOM

2007-10-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

RADIOHEAD!!

finally, i can go for my shopping period.. haha.... save enough cash and my dad give me some to atleast to get something decent and new for this hari raya celebration... well. hmm let me think, this year color would be sexy red . i cant get enough of red..been sticking to that color like everytime.. hakz.. hoping to get something new tho.. maybe a red cardigen with black strip.. if there's such thing in the market hahaz.. or maybe i can buy and fix it my self.... be a fashion designer for awhile.. it would be cool can.. hehe..now my current style is hip hop dancer...hakz.. no more mat mat or watever...here cum the big and the bling hehe..... oh ya thinking abt that.. was wondering for mths on what am i gona do with my freaking frizzy hair huh... any suggestion ppl?? tot of reborning it and highlight it with red haha. jeng! still thinking about it tho.. hmmm maybe i just go for treatment ....

being single..... what can i say abt that?.. hmmm BORING.. cos no loving loving caring caring..... FREEDOM... can do wat ever i wan.....STRESSFREE.... after seeing alot of things happen when they fought haha...but i like stress can... i dont know.. thats make the spark of any relationship.. i miss fighting with the love one...crying after that and making out heehee.. well.. maybe i still have a long way more to go... haiz.. when it will be i dont know.. just leave it to gods hand.... enjoying my life now... thats all i can do.. yeah...

thats all that for now.... PEACE!

a video that i love.. and the song i remember

OCTOBER 1ST

2007-10-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

CUP

PASSION

BEGINING

today was soo call a great day i had.. hakz. 1st day of october and its a great start to begin with.

i when to school again... to meet up with my deng2(Fadz) and gang... fiefie .. fima and saba.... cos they got drama training and after that we going to break fast together... i when to see their drama training.. and it was a good exp for me ar... i get to see them act and see what they are doing.. wow and it take alot of works to put up an analog show.. and find it very interesting that some of the guys there put up... my hair stand watching them act... i wish i could act like tat but ... i cant cos i paiseh hehe.... no talent laa.. wat to do... im not a dramatic guy.. BLUEK!

end at 615pm , we have no idea wat to eat at that time for buke.. soo decided to go tampines mall.. but something happen in between that we get seperated... me, fiefie and fima were together and deng2 and saba another place.. hakz. (dont wanna say the whole story laa cos not my business to do soo...

soo ya.. after that the 3 of us when to burger to eat eat.. wow ate alot lor. hakz.. until cant eat.. but i was craving for cheesecake at that point... after mamaming we dont know where to go and lepak outside cheers at mrt there haha.. but fima dint feel well soo we just rest there... after sending her home..

*fima... do take care of yourself k.... MuaCKZ

me and deng2 decided to get some drink and my craving was still there soo yaa we go to starbucks for drink and eu know wat... hakz the blueberry cheesecake was nice hakkz.. sit there and talk talk until the light when off then we when home...its a long time since i chatted that long .. hakz. hope can do it again!!!

*loving that cake.. hehekz

*like twin anot?? hmm

Random: i may not be love or like by all... it dosent matter to me... cos i love the way i are.

PS: take care guys.. hope to see eu guys some more... hakz loving it can.. MuaCKZ! syg korang2!

NON STOP FUN

2007-10-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

GOod BYe

SepTEMBER

friday,

today was the day for us to do some charity work at singapore children aid home......
the whole exp was fun...reach school at 12.30pm to do our hair.. haha later see my hair.. i go and straighten it....we had 2 full run of the show after that around 530pm we set out for the home.. its at clementi and we reach there about 7pm... we did have fun ion the bus... sharing joke's hahakz... the exp was really great... got to interact with the children there.. hakz.. oh ya one oh the the child ask me i girl or boy sia.. sooo shock haha.. but expected laa cos of my hair.. hahakz..

one sad thing is that one of my mate get injured...haiz.. hope she is doing well now..

saturday,

the day that i enjoy.. hakz cos morning2 i still awake after sahur till 6am to get ready for my dance training at OSchool . its a dance school where my insturtor is teaching at...

the day when hmmm how might i put it stress? tired? hahkz cos the 1st hour we kena push to the limit in the warming up section... really cant take it and somemore i fasting.. soo was very thirsty but have to endure.... soo yaaa... really have fun .. we did alot of groove teachnique and next week we gona do freestyle.. omg im kinda scared laa. cos i dont knoe how to freestyle.. no exp laa.. scary laa cos before we when back jean show us demo for next week.. ARG!!! cant wait CANT WAIT.....

after training..me when to geylang to mit rebecca.. after jalaning.. we met tup with hakim.. and headed to cherly birrthday pit and east coast park....yaa i reach home abt 12plus like tat.. and then bath .. slp.. very tired can .. hakz

to end of.......

this september was hmmm ok ar... not too dad.... the start of fasting mth... i finally get my sweat suit....do some charity work.... make alot of new friends..... bonded with people....seeing that my family is slowly getting better..... and just one thing is that hmmm im still not complete....

see eu on OCTOBER!!!

GHETTO jr

2007-09-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

GHETTO!

guess wat... i upload a a video of our dance training... soo watch it okay.its not that great yet we still working hard okaY@!. hakz.. for this friday show... soo yaa.. have to give credit too raazmy for guiding us and teaching us the way of ghetto style... and to the members that is in the group who have work hard for this pass weeks... they really put in the affort to come everyday for training altho is our holidays... weell done guys.. hahakz....

here is the video:

will be availble at youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqcEHbkA6TQ

that all for dance for now...

missing...

hari raya coming.. still have ard 15more days.... and i still not yet get my raya stuff.. NOT EVEN GONE TO GEYLANG!! anybody wanna go???? pls as me tag along.. eu guys soo bad laa never chio me.. hahakz... "i kan siapa skg ehk" ... well nvm i go alone then.....

i dont knoe what color baju i wanna buy.. or maybe just used wat i have.. just wana save money.... hope this year.. will turn out well.. haiz...

anyway.. gtg ... will update more soon aite.. if i got anything to talk about.. if not just wait.. hee...

PEACE!

LONG AWAITED WISH

2007-09-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

A Happy Family

Is A Happy Child

i never once thot that i might say this , but when ever i see a complete family just passing by me with their face all overflowing with happiness and joy.. my heart just when soft... i never once get the feel of having a mother 24hrs in my house.. having that feeling that whenever im down i would just go to her in a blink of an eye.... altho my mum and us never stay in one home but i always am close to her rather then my bro's.. its like a mother child bond..... i know she is always thinking of us...

there is sadness in her eye's that i could not explain... every day of her life is having to live life the hard way... but i promise her that one day.. im old enough and have the money.. i would bring her back to my life and share one big house... she is the beat of my life.... the tears of my eyes n part of the reason why im here....

she onces told me, that she never expected me at that moment of time when she dont need another child in her life.. she tried , and tired to abort me but too one reason i manage to live... until she give up and just to have me.. tears just came inside me... but one thing is that i never ones blame her.. im just thankful that im still alive and breathing... my love for her will always be the same no matter wat....

my childhood life.... it was the bad period of my time..... always been bullied from my classmate... and even my elder bro and my youngers bro.. i was never close to them always fighting with the two of them... cos i was diff from them.... haiz.. but now things are diff .. we are happy now....talking terms...

im worried about my dad.... he have been feeling not to good this pass mths... im praying that he will be find... i dont wanna lose him..... i love him..... just wish he knows dad..... he is the reason why my traits is like tat.... he thought me alot about things.... and i always take his words.... he done soo much for this family.... one thing for sure is that he still love my mum .. altho they are not together.. i hope one day they will be back as one .. and as one BIG HAPPY FAMILY...

thats the wish that i have ever wanted..............................

this is the onli pic that i have.. US as one....(2004 my mum twin wedding)

LUCKY

2007-09-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

LUCK

today i when for my dance training in school at 1pm...... but guess what most come late then start at 2plus.. walau if not can slp somemore sia.... one thing about today is tat i got to see the senior real mad.. cos the song is not been remix correctly and we like have to do nth for about 2 hrs... when its done its about 6 40pm already.... most of dem fed dup .. hahakz... but we go through the whole thing ones then i rush to mit rebecca at my school bus stop, if not need to stay till 9 but i when off at 7pm.. hee.. otw go cheers in my school and break fast..

Rebecca and me was classmate last year when i was in ite tamp but drop out for reason and join poly.. fyi rebecca is one of my greates friend ever that i found.. altho she cant hear..... been great time spending time with her and hr silly jobs... lol.....

continue on we when our course bbq at pasir ris ..... we took bus and reach there ard 815.... when i reach i was greeted by my ex teacher, Mr Phillip.. hehe.. love that guy laa hehe... well the food was nice and the people there i dont know much.. i onli got to meet 2 of my x classmate..
time for the mini game.. it was so call tic tac toe but this is diff we need to fill in 9 details of people we dont knoe to fill the TTT box.. then someone will pick one by one like a draots... until someone get 3 rows str8 name... guess what im the 1st soo call graduate to get 1st.. hehe... cool and rebecca get the last prize too... came to the lucky draw ... guess wat again hehe i get the number 7!!!! prize i love that number... my DOB day... Rebecca get 2nd sia.. not bad huh hahakz....

after all that fun... eat..... taking photos.... we when back homee... taking the cab.. cos i was damn tired and tmr i got dance training at 9am.. -_-" .... soo i need the rest man!!!

today was great..... lucky one indeed......

TIME GOES BY

2007-09-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

.......Letting time goes by each minute just capturing the right moment

today was my sub paper day to retake my exams.. i reach school at 9am for my tourism exam... the paper was abit hard..i did afew or ALOT of mistake.. hahakz... well i hope i will be able to pass it.. if nott... i dont know what to say hehe....then end at 1130.... when to library to brush up for my next math test which was at 2.30pm..... when to the library, ending up i never go brush up haha... keep on talking all the way..

when for my math exam... atleast i can do the question but is abit harder then the main exam paper... kiling my head just now....

after i reach home , i started to clean up my room.. all my lecture notes are a MESS laaa... haha.. but finally get everything done...

one thing happen well i was looking throught all my pass photos... i was like into a daydreaming mode.. suddenly my mind stop and memories just flash back like a shooting gun.... but from all of it there's a part when i really stop n think to myself... "why cant we be together as long as we can i know my love is real....." but reality strike back that what had happen in the pass let it go and just be on your way to a new journey... haiz.. i really miss those times.... TIME really go liKe a bullet train...

its just feel like yesterday....

~would the star of my life be eu.........

2007-09-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

Its ALL About

DANCE

ARe eu SICK of DAncING?........................................

WHat soo GreaT abOut it??........

this is some question i received

eu guys might be thinking .. why i waste my time on dancing or even wonder whats soo good about dancing.. one thing for sure is we as individual have the power to embrace what we love to do...

DANCING:

to me , a endless knowledge to perfection of movement

to me , the endless work put in to make a remarkable performance

to me , the way one express one feeling without verbal communication

to me , a kind of ART

to me , its like oxygen to my body

to me , each time eu on stage nothing can stop eu feeling from doing what we loved

to me , a passion that wont die

to me , the rhythm of the beat is like the beating of the heart every single sec

to me , to connect our soul and mind

to me , a time to put our current problem and just be free

to me , freedom of one movement

.. sometims i myself wonder.. why im stick to it. its like an addiction like drugs or sex... haha ....its just a healthy way of doing things...

" dont let anyone stop eu from doing what eu love....

we live life one's..... soo . LIVE IT!!.....

we might not have a 2nd chance"

furbee~

PEEK TO MA DANCE LIFE

2007-09-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

...............................we SHARE one common thing
the PASSION for DANCING.......................

Early in the moring

Start me day by going to school for my revision studies with my peeps at the school library but before that we meet up with our teacher for tips .. hehe... i tell eu...there's alot of things laa to remember for my sub paper on this thu... im having my tourism and math .. haizz.. need to retake cos i fail those 2 haha... cian ehk....

here we are at the library ....

* Farhan & Rafridah..... they doing their emath1 .. haha all work but no play...

* SAUFI , HAFIZ and the girl always have that cry face emotion SITI RADZIAH HEHE i lioke her name can.. heheh... RAD!! people study eu got time to pose for the cam hahakz..

*HISAM & little MISS JULIE hehe HISHAM is the tutor for the day hehe. thk man!

*fyi: my two best pals are RADZiAH & JULIE!! love them lots laa..hahaz SISTARS ALWAYS!!

Well i will be mitting them tmr again at 10am .hee... cant wait guys!

After my studies

When straight to my dance training..... today was really damn tired cos need to go throught the guys part.. hakz. over n over again cos the timing and steps no rite.. hehe..*wink...

Here are some pics during my break time.. hakz..

DANCE STUDIO

*everyone doing their own things.. find me if eu can hehe

*MeiQI and Furbee, the girl that always hit me when dancing hee

* the girl who used to disturb me... but things change.. loving eu!

*JOEY !! eu are kiut and u can pop like a pop corn hehe

*some of the GEHTTO GIRLS in my group.. hakz...peaCE!

*sAY CHEEESEEE!!

*two of my seniors.. RAZZMY my group tutor & UNICE...LOVingUNICE!! like my elder sis.. hakz

Thats all for now.. will update soon aite.. MUACKZ!!!!

NEW OUTFIT

2007-09-16T09:00:00.000+08:00

.....................THe TEAM is

ON the RUN...........

Today, in dance class.. 1st traning for the holiday, JEAN was like super strict laa.. lucky i came to class on time if not.. hakz.. need to do EXTRA warm up.... she told us that if eu guys are late for class for 4 times we will be kick out.. and if late for rehersal dont call yourself a dancer.. cos eu guys have no discipline... soo people make sure eu guys come on time always... i always hate when people do come late and give tons of excuses... OMG laa like pls lor everybody also buzy what.. we just manage time better lor...

Lesson today:

SONG: Make it work by NEO

TYPE: Lyrical Hip Hop

the style of this type was damn hard lor... we need to really control our movement well.. have to put in motion and have to feel the song and lyric.... JEAN was supper nice laa the way she dance. we all was like ARG! haha but we tried our best ar.. thats for sure .... well need to practice ...

one more thing.. there are onli 2 type of dancers.. GOOD and OKOK/BAD... soo if people say eu are a good dancer eu are.. if onli okok or not bad means eu are not.. that really kick in to me ... really need to buck up ...if not i dont know what to say... hakz....

YEAH!!! i was happy today also cos.. we get our sweat suit.... hehe.. and it WORTH 85 BUCKS LOR.. HAkz... BUT its niceeeee!!! i LOiKEE CAN... HAHAKZZZ..

here's the pic:

*front side

*back side (cool rite hehe)

*pants: front side

sooooooo.... wait and see me on the street with my dance outfit aite.. hahakz... we plan to wear it on 1st day of school.. haha....one whole gang of us....

CAnt wait to break fst tho.... im kinda hungy... hehe cos after training i when home at 12pm then str8 go to sleep till 4pm... walau have to wake up at 4.30am then wait till 7am to get ready to go sch ok.. soo not enough sleep.. hehe

SELAMAT BERBUKE!!!!! EHK!

MOOD: HAPPY

DAY BY DAY...

2007-09-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

Learning From The Past

Is knowledge To the Future

Day by day, time goes by with memory left behide bringing new an unknow adventure wating to be discover..

today

woke up at 4.30am to eat then s**t again as always hehe.... then sleep. woke up at 10am to get ready for ma dance training.. training was tiring and fun laa .. we finally combine with the popers and breakers for one part of the show... and im like totally lose at times cos i cant remember the position and stuff cos there are WAy too many people laaa.. still need to clean up my steps tho.. alot to remember ... hakz.. the funny thing is that i finally kinda like this person now then before cos before i know this person .. the person very action lorr.. act like knows everything like tat.. hahakz.. no heart feeling aite... its was just at first impression kind of thing...

oh yaa i finally get my first job for the sub com task.. haha wanna know wat??

hehe i need call people about tmr training classes.... finally my instrutor JEAN classes starts! oh yaa starts at 9am tho.. scared cant wake up... and will be getting our dance tshirt... PEACE!

ard 5 i when back cos damn tired cannot tahan... slp awhile in the bus.

random:

i may lose some but in the end i got nothing to lose .....

i will always be the old me.........

the one that will not give up on love......

the one that will forgive and forget....

the one that will always appriciate what small or big things people do.....

and finally im loving it...

*TRUSTING MYSELF TO FLY ON MY OWN

mood: saint

WHERE'S THERE IS LIFE THERE WILL BE A WAY

2007-09-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

WELCOME!!

YEAH.... FINALLY

IS ON!!

hey guys.. finally my blog is all set up and ready to go.. yeah hope i can keep it running and about for as long as i can....

well today is the 1st day of puasa month...omg! after i ate in the morning... i cant sleep, eu know why? cossss my stomach create problem have to go and S**T about three times sia.. haha no kidding... i finally woke up around 10 to get ready for my dance training.. and its like everyday got dance training at school .. waw i dont know can tahan throughout this month and next . cos we preparing for a dance musical for children .. haha kinda cool rite.... im the the GHETTO group soo call the COOL group cannn.... heheh oh ya the performence is on 28 september.. not enough time left. hakz...

about my result.. i expected to fail my emath and tourism hakz. wat to do.. i dont understand sia... haiyaa.. need to go retake my exams next 2 weeks... ARG!!!!

anyway i got to go now.. eu guys take care aite.. and thank q for taking your time in reading all this crap! tmr my training end at 6pm.. hakz.

MOOD: STRESS

whole day paint room...

2005-10-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

arlow....how you guys doing??? fine.. hows exams?? well me still schooling till 24Nov...i knoe some you guys holida coming rite..soo goood.. haha well do enjoy yourself...oh ya hari raya also coming..soo dont 4get to come my house wookay...

Today i one whole day paint my room ...waw.. very the tired lei...paint white then paint green....hand paint...then kena paint...haha..but ok la its was fun anyway....i think i hate about cleaning my room ..is to wipe away the amount of dust and dirt that was collect about afew mths already...lol..i lazy clean wan....one year one time then i clean....lucky i finish my room, my bro wan havent ...now kind of tired hah....well cant complain...

This mth have alot of projects to finish sia... dont knoe can finish anot lei... now i start 3 projects ler left 2 havent even touch ar..stresssssSS to max... dont know wat to do somemore..haiz.... faster finish better hor....then can wait for my holiday....YEAH...SIANNNNNNNN hari raya still hav school...walau...how to go out like tat....DAmit...haha...nvm......:p.... kla i stop here... anything just tag me aik...take care u peepss...BAbyeZZ..

NEw Layout

2005-10-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

YO...just change my layout....haha nice anot...... kla...blog ltr..gtg babye

lOng day AHead

2005-08-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

ARlow guys.. long time no write ...hahah been lazy + buzy i guess... well lifez for me seen to be down always..dont know why.. maybe its just faith or for the time being.... Have a big big fight with my close friends haiz.... dont know if i do the right thing or im just being to hard headed... well i just dont like ppl to lie to me and plus just to help me... its izzent worth the effort if doing all this just to help out rite... i just dont understand sometimes.. just tell the truth its fine with me.. i can accept it.. nvm i think its over ... dont wan to think about that ...just make me stress....

HMmMM.. this term its has been had on me..cos have projects to do + alot of things to settle omg...dont know where to start.. sometime i just wake up and really cant think wat to do next...cant put my mind to a straight path...hahah then in the end never do anything...hahah all the days seem to be very fast.. and tats a great thing cos i cant wait to get out off ite.. and continue on my new life... mitting new ppl... having new friends.. haveing new style... wooot i cant wait...but for now just have to wait and wait..till the durian all drop...haha kidding how can sia..

Tmr me going sentosa see hougang sec band perform.. and supporting them.... hope it will not end too fast..cos i need to dO MA PLANING FOR MA PROJECT SIA!!! omg.. test also coming dont knoe can cope anot lei... hhmMMM nvm see how it go tmr... got time anot.... weLl i need to go ler.. need to do ma flash.. u all take care ya.. may god bless u... Have a great week.. baBye..sss

Soo BoriNG

2005-07-11T08:52:00.000+08:00

Arlow... now i'm in school, soo boring you knoe.. waiting for teacher to start the lesson.. i'm having game development thingy..haha soo fun create game for mobile phone.... using flash.. head pain ar use the software...then got soo many project for the term...wanna finish school ler...YEahh...dont wan to be in this school hate it...haaha.. tahan lor... wat to do ..stil have about 5mths to go....

Wow the swsy pract was fun last sunday was me 3rd pract ...haha mit new people..new friends.... hahaa friendly also... have alot of fun ....crazy ar.... really looking forward to next pract...really cant wait......Well is been boring week for me...nothing to do seh.... veryday school sooo suck...haha.. haiz... nvm la.....kla me have togo now...babye..

happening

2005-06-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

Im still havent settle the problem in my life..trying hard too.. just wan be happy for myself.. well this few week have been a damn not soo happening holiday, just go for band pract and hang ard nth much happening...oh ya... finally get to find my 2 long lose primary school friends... waw... they doing well i see..haha miss all those childhoot days and all the stupidies things we do...pls no lose contact again hor..if not have to wait for yrs to get back like tat time..i think 6 yrs ar...damn long...and still have alot more that i still cant get...hope to find them..and hope they doing well..miss u all... Waw... i think its about 1year+ that im single... get the hang of it....still looking for the speacial person..but weelll life have to go on... have to enjoy life 1st rite if not will regrat.... ahaha.. thats wat im doing now.. I get back my result also..i think it not the grades i wan..haiz...drop...hopping to get t to poly... have to work hard for this last term then see where i will go... NOw my music also in a pause mood...haha.. ohya.. me getting in to singapore winds symphony youth band..haha dont know confirm anot...This sunday have to go there for my 1st pract...haha very scary ...all alone dont know if my friend wan go..cos can see by they face the "dont wan , wan" haha..well not my losee..just have to make friends there..hope they are friendly... haha u knoe me shy..cant make that 1st move that fast..haha.. cant wait for the day... all seen ok now... well i stop here post again some other time..k.. mizz u all..babye...may god bless ya..

2005-05-27T10:37:00.000+08:00

SIMPLE PLAN

"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

HappY? Yeahh!

2005-05-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm... today nothing much just go follow my brother buy his gf present.. haha alot of funny funny idea ehk he... dont know wan do this than do that just for his gf.. sooo good aik... my small brother also have gf everytime talk in the telephone for hrs... haha.. me?? i'm single but im otei with that.. just have to move on and wait for the right one to come... or something to happen lor... nothing else, dont expect too much... i now wan to 4get one person last time in my life... i tried to forget that person, after what that person do to me.. but i dont know why, keep on flashing in m head... im trying to to let go.. slowly.. need time...

Now, my life have been better then last yrs... cos got myself cool friends.. i was soo stupid last time, by letting some of my soo call best friends USED ME!! ... haiz... but its ok... i frgive them.. i cant kept the anger in me all my life rite?.. haha have to let go if not im turning into someone not me... be myself is the best.. haha.. im changing now to be a better person.. put all the pass to me... trying soo hard.. hope can...

Yeah... now holiday already. sometimes boring at home.. then keep on playing gamee... haha now got new hobby for me .. is go fishing... sat then im going with my friends and his father ask him to teach me.. haha me not that good at it.. soo have to practice wan... can wwann..hahah... today also like something strange happen... my small brother got talk to me..hahah he didnt talk to me about afew days i think... dont know wat happen to him last time... but hope everything fine... haha... ya.. i have to go now.. write again someother day.. may god bless you people.. babye..!

YOo..

2005-05-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

Yoo.. arlow... sorry ehk you guys.. haha.. long time never update ar.. been busy i guess.. now then i start back my blogger..Yeah.. june holidays coming ya..haha can hang around with my cayang2 friends.. hehe.. miss u all lei.. all been buzy with school.. then 4get me liao ar.. haha kidding..anyway hope u all score well for ya test ya... all the best... .hmmm i cant wait for our chalet.. haha would be fun.. rite?? hex.. kla.. i have to go now..buai... write some other "time".. hex

YoyO..

2005-04-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

YoyO...Long time never update... been too busy with my life... haha thinking of making a second blog but see got time anot ... nothing special happen this few days ... just normal... abit boring onli.. lor.. da la takder matair..hahaa..

Now im lerning Euphonium.. very nice... the sound i like.. i leran this cos i wan be a brass tutor one day.. now still not soo good yet..hae to work hard lor.. i think after eupho i go learn tuba... cnt imagine myself play that big instrumnet...OMG... Muhahahah... YEsterday just when my friends chalet...very tired then never go school today.. hahaha... nuaghty boboy huh. hahah haiz... boring laa... now a days .... dont know wat to do... exam also coming.. still havent study sia... dont know can make it anot.. been slacking anot this few weekss dont know why... haha.. nvm .. i do my best.... kla... stop here for now.. babye.... takce care!

YeaH We ObTaiN A SLiVEr AwaRd

2005-04-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

wHOohOOoo... Im SOo hAPpY... We FInAly Did It.. We ObtaIn A SliVEr AwARd For THe 2005 SYF BanD COMpEtiTion... WAAww COnGRat.. You All EarN It... ITS our ALumNI DreAms For YOu GuYs To GET SLivER.. HAhaha.. Cant BEliEVe It maN... AHAH All THoSE HaRD Work ANd TorTuRE FinaLly Pay Off.. AHAHA .. SOo HAppY.. WEll.. WE SHow OthER Ppl WRong RIte guyS..AHAH.. And TO My TRomBOne SEcTion LoVE u ALl. . . COngRaT u All Did WeLl Im Very prOuD Of YOu gUyS... HoPe aLl THosE ScoLdiNg u GET FRom Me WOnt EfFEct Our BOnd.. HEHEe... MuaCK...

SEng Kang SyMphOnIc BaND RoCKs

WAw One MoRE Day To SyF

2005-04-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

WAWwwww.... TMr The SyF BeGaN.... Very NervouS For TheM Ley... AiyO... KePt On ThinKiNNg aBt It... ON How THey WiLL PerFoRM, In TUnE ANoT... and THe Sec 1 TooS DONts New cOMER.. AIyo WOrRIed Laaa... HoPe They Have COnFiDEnt .. ANd Dont BE NerVous.. to My TRomBOne SeCTiOn.. I Just WAn To Say Im ProUd Of You GuyS By GoIng TruTH tHe TorTuRE ANd TRaiNing... HAhahah u GuyS havE ImPrOVE ALoT.. ImSOo HappY.. HEHEe.. COnGrAT... BuT No MaTTER jusT REmmeber ThaT Wat EveR it Is.. Just Go TheRE And ENjOy THe MuSIc.. WAtEvER ou Get.. Its JuST A MedAL... Its Wat u LeaRN FROm TiS.... ALl THoSE .... lEArn ALot RiTE.. LeARN HOw TO CREate MuSIc.. READ NOte.. PLa AS One.. ANd All THOse LovIng MemOries That u Guys SpeNT InBaND.... The MemOrY WIll foLLoW u ANyWheRE u GO... OteI.. ANyWAy ALl tHe BeST.. HopE u Do WeLL. ANd FeeL THe MuSIC... MuACk LovE u Guyss...

NeVEr Be RePLAcED LyRiC by 1st Lady

2005-04-07T02:07:00.000+08:00

1st Ladi

Never be Replaced

[Chorus]

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Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

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I love you yes i do

I'll be with you as long as you want me too

Until the end of time

From the day I met you

I know we've be together

And now I know I wanna be with you forever

I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say i'm truly happy to the same

You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate

There's never been no doubt in my mind

That i'll regret ever having you by my side

But if the day come that i'll have to let you go

I think that something I should probadly let you know

With everything that i spent with you

Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

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[Repeat Chorus]

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I feel for you yes i do

I'll be with you as long as you want me to

Until the end of time

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"Wat MeaNinG WoRds ThAt The Song HavE"

boring lei....

2005-04-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. BoRIng Lei... EvERyDaY GO ScHOOl NotHing SpeCiAL HaPpen hmmm.. JusT CANt QWaiT For THe SyF... Tmr Is My SmaLL Bro MLDD SYF.. AHAHha Hope Him DO wEll..

5 Days to SYF

EVeRyDaY Is The SaMe

2005-04-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

EverYDAy Is LiKe THe SAmE To Mee.. haiZZ.. NotHing To PoST ABt... LeFt 8 mOre DaYs TO SYF... Abit WorRIeD FOr THeM.. DOnt KNOw ThEY CAn Get a SliVEr anot.. HaiZ.. StIll HavE AloT Of THinGs TO Doo... I KNoE They TRyiNg TheIr BesT LiAO.. But wE Are Short Of TImE... HMmm... jUst PrAy THeY wILl PerFOrM WeLL.. AnD HOpE THey TO DO tHeiR BeST... OTei..
To Be CONtiNue:

LiFe Have To GO On....

2005-04-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

YesTerDay WAs juST a Not Soo GOoD A Day For Me... Cant evEn THinK STrAiGht.. HEhe... tOday Im AbiT OK ,,, cOs I Told MySElf LiFe HavE to GO NO.. You CanT hoLd OnTo Do The Pass...WHen The Time Is RiTE.. yoU WiLl FInd SOmeONE ... iF Not JuST WaiT... LiFe Is aN UnFiAR WorLd.. BuT LiFE iS Wat uWAn It To Be.... SOo Be PaTIent.... I tHink One DaY SoMeBodY WiLL COMe.. i wIlL Be WaitINg... LoVE Is StrOng FeELnG ThAt Cant bE FOol WiTH Of PlAyEd With.. JuST TEll The PerSOn u DOnt LikE Him/her.... If NOt... Haiz... SOmethinG WiLL HappEN...
aNYwaY... Im GOiNg TO StaRT A neW JouRney Now.. JuST HavE tO paCkThe RiTE AtTiTuDE And ChaRaCter In My Self... im AlwAys haPpY WhEN u Are haPpy..
to be continue:

XxXaNgLeXxX

Quit Playing Games with My HeaRts

2005-04-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

tODay i HavE NOTHing MuCh TO Say.... i bEEn HeaRT bROkEN.. I tHAUgHT i wIlL NeVer FeLL THis AgAin But ToDay i Did... i HavE noTHing To say To ThAT perSOn.. buT HoPE you And Your StEad wiLL Be HAPPy.. if U HaPPy.. i WiLL Be Too...

xXxHeArt Me BroKeN xXx

HougAng SEc CultuRE Nite...

2005-04-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

tOdaY I WakE Up At AbT hMM I thInk 10+... AzMi WanTed To Come My hSe tO WAtCh ThE SYF ReHerSal ViDEo... sO i WAiTed For HiM To cOme... at aRd 3+ ThEN he Come WiTH AZhFAR... SO WhiLE ThEY WeRE waTchIng I GO GeT ReAdy. TO GO FOr tHe HouGaNg SEc CulTuRE NiTE At NanyanG PoLy... aT 5+ we Go RIERvAlE MaLL Go LoNg JohN SLiVEr Go EAt...ThEn When We WhERE GoinG OFf AzHFAR ForGet taKe His HanDpHonE FrOm My HouSE SooOO wE Go BaCK My Hse and TaKE... AfTEr ThAT We WeNt TakE Ltr.. To Mit THe ReST Of THe PerSOn WHo Is Gng Also.... Then We Mit Up WE takE 159 We ReAch NanyaNg PolY At Abt 7pm... We ReAch The AuDiToRiUm.. And WheRE SiTTEd... The PerForMenCE Was Ok.. LA.. i LIkE THe MorDen DanCE PerForMenCE very Nice.. HEHHEe... TheRe Where Also HouGanG Sec BaNd PerForminG fOr The FinALe... AfTeR ThE ConCeRT... WE Go HoME.. inTHe buS GOt ProBlEM.. my frIenD, AzMi, WaS bEinG BuLlyED But His Gf STEad... but We DidiNt NotIce ThaT.. And We DOntKNow Also.. WE ASk Him Why SO QuiTE He NeveR Say ANyThing... UnTil WheN We WhERE ReAChinG sK int... Then He TeLl Us.. AiYO CiaN... tHe BoY Go And PuSH Him... Haiz.. .. AfTer ThT we WHen HoomME......
to BE COntiNue:

XxXNiTE LiGhTXxX

boRing LiFE...

2005-03-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

yEsterDay DontKnow WhY i CAnt LoG in i WAn To Post Also CanNot PoST Hehe.. THink Too ManY PeOplE Arrr.. TheN LaG.. Aiyooo..
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ToDay I waKe Up AT 11am To PrepaRE To GO To SchOol At 1 to 3pm .... Then FinisH Hahah... onLi 2Hrs oF SchOOll.. HAhahahThen wheN Sk To GO bANd... As ALwayS... HAHAHah.... HMmmm Nth MuCH.. All The SAme.. Hmm BuT TodAy i oNli Know THAT SOmeOne LiKe me... AiyOOoo...ahahAa DOtnKNw Wat TO do... AHahaa VerY tIrED afTer COme baCk FROm BaNd... COs I Go toRTuRE My SecTion... Hahaha.. mAKe TheM SurFEr AbIt... SO CruEL Ehh mi.. Ahaa Its For THeir oWN GOod ... HEx.. aFtER baND WheN homE And BaTH.. To Mt My PapA Goo EAT at RivERvale MaLL.. I eAT Nasi With SwETAnd SOur FisH.. And KuAR LemaK.. HAHAHa... THen go Buy beSErt... Ok la.. Not Tat Nice ....AfTEr ThaT i gO buy SOme FOod To bring HomE From The InDIan MusLiN StaLL GOo Bu Rogak And Me,Nasi GorEng... Nice... Hahaa.. TaTs ALL..
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i MisS SomeOne .. HaiZ.. HopE ThAT PerSOn WiLL TaLk TO mEE.. Long TIme lEi.... ALreAdy.. Haiz... MisS THe SMilE The LauGhtER And The joKE.. ANd THe FacE.. Soo Many pROBlem aLSo... i Dontknw Wat HaPpenIng ... hahaha... Ai.. Nvm ... HoPe ThinG WiLl get BeTTEr In THe FuTuRE....
to Be COntiNue:

ps: LoVE u ALlL

xXxMe FriEnDsxXx

2005-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Forever FriendsFriends we are,

forever friends we'll be,

Wherever we are,

you're right beside me.

I hope we stay friends 'til the end of time,

And whenever that is,

our friendship will still shine.

You mean the world to me,

I hope the same with you,

You're always helping me,

whatever it takes you'll do.

Now that we're growing older,

changing our ways,

I know we won't lose our friendship-

I hope I never see that day.

So to every one of my friends,

you mean the world to me,

Friends we are,

forever friends we'll be.

sOo BoRing At ScHoOL

2005-03-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

toDay i WAke uP At 8.30AM HaVe To Get ReADy For ScHoOll ...HaIz SiAN LEi.. GO SChoOl... i TaKE THe Ltr Ard 9.30 LiKE TaT TheN GO Sk Int taKe 80.. LoNgjOuRNeY TO scHoOl..HAHa veRy SLeePY TOO... Then I REaCh SchoOl Go FOr LeSSOn..Nth MuCh Happen In ScH... And gEt My New TImE TabLE.. WaWWW 3 DayS Got 2hrS BREak.. SOooo IdioT..Haiz.. stuPid Leiii.. dO Nth.. I DOnt LiKE ThiS tErm TimeTabLE.. Haiz...Haha.. Nvmm... AfTEr that I WheN TO SK sEc TO goFor Band.. I rEAch THere Ard 4pm... SO I WhEn In.. THen Take The BaND FOr WaRm Up.. WaiTIng For Ms WOng TO COme.. THen AfTEr TAt.. MsWong COme AalREady IwENt OutSIde TO TEaCh THe JuniOr That HaVe ReCentLy JoiN TO BaNd... HAHa.. TeAcH ThEM How to InHale And ExHale.. HAhaha... ever cUTe SeH This SmALl BOy.. HAha.. vERy FuNNy he Do... ThaT Azmi ALso.. PlaY PlaY onLie.. HAHAh.. act COOl RiTE... haha... ANyWA aFTEr Abt 45Min Ms WOng ASK Me THat TRomBOne ANd EuPHonium FOr SEctiOnal.. DOing The SIngAPOre RhaPsody.. oK La THey Play But noT InTuNe La.. SOme PaRT..AIyo.. Need tO WOrk MoRE OnThat.. KeEP UP THe GOod Work Guyss... THen FInisH BAndWe WHen CP JaLaN JaLan ANd EAt... HAa GO MAc... THen We ALL GOo hoME Ard hmm 7 + I TAKe Bus HoMMe... Then WHen i REach My PlaCE There I SAw My PApa.. We Then WEnt To MAc TO Buy FOod... Haha aT cp i Never EaT Mah.. tHEn IWEnt HOmmee.. EAT!!!! LOL...
tO Be COnTiNUe:

ps: TO tHat Person MisS you SOO...
: to TItI CheER Up dOnt Be sOO gLam...

2005-03-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

i LoVeD tHe wAY You LoVe Me

Haizz

2005-03-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

i LoVeD tHe wAY You LoVe Me

wHY im a BLiNd??

2005-03-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

WHy... Oh WHyy... I DONt KNOw If Im In LoVE Or JusT BeINg PLaYed On.. My mind is just fooling my emotion....... haiz... i dont know wat to thing already.... too much thaughts too much memory.... i dontcant even share my problem with my friends... all the while i been helping ppl,but me myself have not been fix... haiz... wats like?? wats love?? why cant ppl like the way the person is but rather then going for the looks...if dont like then just say la..no need to be nice and do your dont know wat thing... dont know la. and no need to bustard me... i hope one day u will come and save me.... i really am loose in this dark... empty room wiht no ppl to talk too.. no light to show me the way :..( i dont know ...........im loost . . .. . . ... ...

WhYY nO FeeLinG In THe MuSIc??

2005-03-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

WhYY nO FeeLinG In THe MuSIc??
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toDAy i waKe Up At 9Am.. Cant WAit FoR The RehERsAL... haHAHa... TheN SuFT Net AWhilLE AFtER ThAT aRd 12+ igO bAth And GET ReAdy... WalaU i WheN TO ThE BuS STop And WAiT For Dont knoE How Many Mns SiA.. StupId BuSss So SloW... ComE... Hot SomEmorE... AIyo. anD BaG SOo HeAVy BrIng My ViDEo Cam To TAke tHem pLaYing... WAt TElAH HapPEn Sia..HAH.. i REaCH Sch at 130 LiKE TAt.. Then Go TAKe BuS ThERE... Haha(fREe RiDe Mah) hAHa..thEn InSIde buS we Take PhoTO..haha... WE reAch The ConFEREnCE Hall iTHink abT.. HMm LOL i 4GEt Nvm... i onli KnOW TaT We ReAch TheRE sOO EARly UnTIl We HaVE To WAit OuTSiDE the eNtERenCE ....

TheN we GO IN LiaO.. I GO sET uP M ViDEo CAm rEADy TO TAke SOme AcTIons.. Lol... THen ThE BANd STaRT TO COmE in ANd Was GEtTIng ReAdy For MSWOng(conductor) .. HAHa SOo ALl THe InSTRumENt WHere Up And They StART And WAS plaYIng SIngAPore RHapSODy(Set PiECE)... TheY SouNDeD HmmMM Not THAt NiCE COs...Can HEAr sOme Of THE PaRt Is Not In toNe Or Not In TIme.... HAHa.. And SOoOOo RoboTlY Type Leh... WhERe's The emoTion In The SOuNd??? BaND??? HaVe TO PlAY WiTh FeLLIng And EnjOy WAt u PlaYIng la... Aiyo... ANyWay hoPe This LaST 2wEEks U WIll aBle TO ChaNge The StLe Of YouR PlAYIng...

THe 2Nd SOng THEY PlaYed Was.. In tHE WInTER Of 1730... WAW. I REaLlY LiKe TaT SONg THey PlAYED... SOme Of THE PaRT MakE My HaIr STAnd.. Lol.. TAT Is WAt iWAn For THe SIngapore RhaPsoDy.. kk.. BuT.. TRomBonE SeCtion, U HavE TO Play LouDER ...Otei... COs CAn HeaR THat ClEAR.. ANd LisTEn tO EAch OthER in THe SLow parT InTHe TonE.. Otei...

nEXT WAs HouGanG SEc BanD TuRn TO Play... THey HavE imProVE From TAT TImeI KNow.. SooO KeeP uP THe GOOd WOrK otei.. HAHAa..

AfTER Tat Ms WOng GO THrouGHt THeM AGaIn.. In THe WAy THey COme InANd COme Out... All tHOse PerSEnTAtiOn StuFF...foR A FEW Times With BotH SCH...
AfTer ALL THAt Is TiME TO GO hoMe... HAHA WAitED FOr THe BuS aND When We WHer In The Bus We Sang A HapPy BiRThdAY SOng.. FOr MuZaKKir .. COs TOdaY His BDAy.... HHAPaisEH aLreADy HIs FaCE.. LOL WE REaCh SCh To PAck ALl Our StAFF... AfTer THaT We WhEN COmpASS PoiNt At BuRger King TO EAt.. HAHa.. We OrDERed sooMuCH FOod AnD Not Able TO Finish iT ..SO WE GiVE SOme to AzMi.. HAHa WE ALso DiSCuSS OnOur ALumNi T-SHirT.. StilL CAnt GET ANyTHing fROm It Lei.. HavE tO PlaN.. HmmMM MayBe TMr ... HAHa.. SO AfTEr ALl ThAT WE When hoMe..
to be ConTiNue:

To:ThaT pERson..... Mizz You aNd HoPe thAt u Have toP Up Your HiCARd..
to:Titi..... Hmm HoPe EvERyTHing i S AlriTE WiTH U... Hmm.. Miss u..

24March2005

2005-03-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

todaY aR... Nth MucH.. JuST stAed AT hoME... HaIZ VeR Y SiAN.. ThEn ToDAY CAnt cALL ThAT PERSOn Cos.. NvER Top UP.. HAhah.. Miz THaT PerSOn.. LOl... TmR is THe REhERsAL Day FOr My Sec scH BaND.. WAW... REaLLy Cant WAit... Im BrinGIng My VIDEo CAmT TAke ViDEo aNd.. See How GOoD TheY Will SOuNd...wHooHO.. CAnt WAIt... HAHAh LiKe If Im GOiNg FOr THe COmPeTiTIon LiKe TaT HOr... HAAH... JusT Now I ONli Eat Mee SOto.. Nth ELsE to Eat.. Have TO MAinTain My BoDy la ..... Hahaa... VeRy boRED... hoLiDaY ALSo LiKe BoRIng... AIyo.. Dont know wAT TO do... But iKnow Tmr gOt SOmeTHinG to DO.. hehEH
to Be COntiNue:

+ArE tHeY ReADy?+

2005-03-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

hMM.. aT 1aM toDaY gOt a PERsoN CaLLeD Me ThAt i REaALy haHAa. NevER ExPeCt tHaT PERson tO cALL..HaHaaA.. FinalLY goT To ChAT WiTh ThAt PerSON.tHAt TiMe I WAs dOInG nOtHing ANd WaS In THe MiDDLe Of The niTEs.. aNd WaS LiSTenIng To raDio.. aFteR TaLk Talk TaLk.. ThN i WeNt to ZzZZ... (vERy TiRE Lei.. iTHink ARd 2+am LikE TAt)
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i WAkE Up aND WaItED foR 3.30pm SO ThAt I Can Go To BaNd And HeLp Them.. Soo It WAs Ard 3.40 Then i REaCH to SChoOl THe bUs SOo LaTE.. AiYO.. THen VerY THe HOt SOmeMOre.. Haiz... haha I WenT TO THe MuSIc RooOm And TakE my meMBers FOr SecTIonaL.. HaiYo I TEacH THis gUy Huh LiKe WAN TO DIe Like THat.. PlaY PlAY giVE ProBlEM. DOntKnow If He KNows WaT He Is DOing.. ThAT Got One PerSOn CAnt HeAr THe Tone IzZT cORReCT or Not.. wAW HeaD pain.. But TheY imProVE aLot lEI.. iHAve TO conGrATs THeM..NoW AtLeaST THey Can PlAY LikE A "tROmBOnE" SeCtionS... HAHA.. FInaLLy .. bUt THey LaCK "fEElInG ANd ImPaCT" hHMMM.. THeN On FriDAy HaVE ThiEr SYF REhERsAL LEi.. DontKnow iF THey WiLL SOuNd NiCE... THen THe BaND I dOnt knOw ARE THey ReADY ANot.. COs They likE No mOOd For BaND.. WAt HappEinG Guys??? ANyWAy tHey haVe to TRy Their BeSt aDN AtLEASt gEt a SLIVER MeDAl.. yUP.. I will Be SuPpoRTing...
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afTEr ThAT We WheN Cp ANd MaKAN As AlWAyS.. AHAh THen Azmi MeRajOk SEh... COs NvER SHow HiM mY MeSSaGE ThaT i ShoW TO AzHfar onLi... HAha... But He Ok LA..a wHiLE Only... cute Guy i hAvE TO Say... Then We WhEN suPerMaRkET bUt ChOcoLaTE Egg.. VeRY NiCe u SHouLd Try.. ThAT AzMi GO ANd do "biSneSS" If YOu KnOW WAT iMEAN.. Hahaha.. AfTEr THaT wE WHen HomE... Walk All toWay TO BuS STop tHEy WAit For Me Mah.. Cos i ALone sIAnxx.. TheN tALk Abt THe PaSS Band MemoRies.. ABt MuZakkIr LA.. ABuT ScARe to Play La... anYhoW PLaY... Ahaha I REaaLLy MiSS THe PaST.. HAHA.
tO Be COntiNuE:

~MuSic LiFts The SpiRiT aNd BriNg JoY To ThE HeARt~

2005-03-23T11:44:00.000+08:00

Yo.. ThiS iS mY 1St EVEr BloG.. Haha.. HmmMM SO HoW niCE A noT?? HAHa.. I DOnT KnoW how To MakE It NiCE... hHMM How ARE?? NvM i gO And FInD OuT MySElF.. HaHa.. hmm i DonT KNw waT to RiTE LiAO.. Soo TMr tHen ContiNue OtEI.. See Yaaa

xXxBaNdLiFExXx